"Insanity - A perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world." ~ R.D.Lang

Monday, August 27, 2007

Darned Crossroads!


Yup! I'm at a crossroad right now. Darn it! But why can't it be a straight road where I don't have to muddle my head with decision-making! (I know some of you are going "Duh, what's life without crossroads". Well, I think God should, ya know, consider that some of us just have decision-making prolems (notice, I didn't say indecisive).

It's such a difficult decision to make! I mean, how do you choose between a donut and a bagel? One minute the donut seems like a really good offer and the next, you think the bagel may be a better bargain! So what do you do! *Sigh*... Err, the donut and bagel... it's metaphorically speaking, of course! Hehehe!

Anyways, what comes to mind next is Robert Frost's:

"Two roads diverged into wood, and I took the one less travelled by and that made all the difference."

Yeah, I tried applying that theory and... well, the road less travelled sounded ideallic... until the thought that I might be crossing paths with hungry beasts and getting attacked, chewed, swallowed and then my bones being spat out... doesn't reeaallly catch my fancy. But still, I guess it's worth giving a try, and then again... *sigh*

By now, you should know... I'm not a risk taker... much prefer playing it safe! But where's the fun in that? Oh God... I'm in a muddle! Darned crossroads! Why CAN'T it be straight! *Sigh*... The fault lies with me... I must have taken a wrong turning somewhere along the line... and there's no u-turn. Darned crossroads!

God, if you're listening... it would be a reeaallly a BIG help if you put up sign boards that says, "This is the right road"... "Don't take that road" or some sign to tell me if I'm on the right track.

Monday, August 13, 2007

Busy & Tiring weekend!

Lately, I have been feeling very fatigued (i.e weary, tiredness, lack of energy, sleepy, lethargy). On Saturday, I went for a medical examination and got a shock when I found out that I have shrunk (literally!) from 163cm to 160cm in height. Not only that, I have put on about 10kg since I started working at the Black fortress. That just goes to show how conducive the environment is here. I have never put on this much weight in my entire short life!

But seriously, I wonder what's wrong with me... I feel like packing up going home and lying on my bed reading a book. Speaking of books... a colleague of mine just introduced me to the author Susan Elizabeth Phillips. So far, I have read two of her books; Nobody's Baby But Mine and Dream a Little Dream... and am half-way reading This Heart of Mine. And to think I never even knew who she was until last week! Her books are rather addictive once you start on them. I personally like her character meshes and plots (although they are kinda similar in a sense) and of course the sense of humour!

Anyways, back to what I was saying earlier; even though I wake up later on weekends, when I go to work on Monday...I feel like some force has sapped all my energy, leaving behind an empty shell.

But I have to say, this weekend was quite tiresome for me. On Saturday, I went for the medical examination in KL. By the time I done with the X-ray, it was already almost 1pm. Then I took the light-rail system (LRT) train to KLCC. I wanted to get the book entitled "The Measure of a Man" by Sidney Poitier for my mother, for her birthday (on Sunday). Yup, kinda last minute gift-buying...as always. Unfortunately, the book was out of stock in Kinokuniya Bookstore and in the Times Bookstore. That was when I gave in to temptation and bought myself the latter two books by SEP.

By the time I finished running up and down from Kinokuniya (top most floor) to Times (basement-ground floor), it was already 3pm. And I still hadn't bought a gift for my mum. So on impulse and due to time constrains, I popped into The Body Shop. Half-an-hour later, I walked out with my gift - a 60ml White Musk Eau de Parfum and a White Musk body lotion gift set.

Sunday - My mum's birthday. I was the official cook. And with people coming over for her birthday (well, actually just my mum's sisters and family, and my grandmother). That's like an additional 11 people to my household of four. But, it was a record for me...hahaha...a pat in the back. I made 3 side dishes (veges and
salad) plus chicken curry (the dried variety) in within 2 hours all by myself. I'm so proud of me...yehahaha! Ok, people usually make it a lot faster than that but hey, I don't cook often. So I'm gonna pat my back nevertheless.

The day started of with going to the market, then coming home to place the week's vege in the fridge. Then, I was busy with the cooking, cleaning (of course, the cleaning part was with help from my family as well) and serving guests (well, basically my aunts, uncles and cousins). It was finally over at about 6.30pm. Yeah, I was kinda keeping track of the time, of how long before I could join my book and bed! *Phew* What a day! I was glad when I could finally sit down, my heels were practically killing me by then, with all the standing. It felt like heaven when I could finally lie on my bed with my book in hand.

And today, with much, much...mucha pena, I'm back to god-forsaken w.o.r.k! *Sigh*

Monday, August 06, 2007

What type of person do you attract?

A couple of days back, I stumbled across a personality disorder test website. After concluding the test (which declared that I am not suffering from any severe disorder ...*sigh*... so much for finding some excuse for my quirky habits), I found several other interesting links, one of which was headed: "What type of person do you attract".

So naturally, I was curious! I took the test...although I must say that the questions are more catered for those living in America. But it's nothing you can't answer so why not give it a try, right! Well, here's my result:

What type of person do you attract?
Your Result: You attract geeks!

Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.

You attract artsy people!
You attract unstable people!
You attract models!
You attract rednecks!
You attract Yuppies!
What type of person do you attract?
Quizzes for MySpace


I had a good laugh at that! What's more, my other two options are "artsy people" and "unstable people"! Good God! *Bubbles of laughter*

Anyways, here are several other tests that you can check out:

What mental disorder do you have?
What's your best quality?
What type of partier are you?
Which god or goddess are you like?
How much of a b**ch are you?
How will I die?

Oh, and here's another one I took:

What stereotype are you?

What stereotype do you belong to?
Your Result: No stereotype

not preppy yet not a complete loser. has good friends and doesn't revolve life around their looks or social status. All around good person. usually liked by everyone

Emo
geek/nerd
Loner
Punk
Jock
Preppy
Gamer
What stereotype do you belong to?


Hmmm...apparently, I don't qualify to fall under any particular stereotype. *twinkle*

Enjoy!