A new foray...Maybe???

Life has been monotonous here at the peak! Actually, that is my only complain about this place! But it's been a constant thought nowadays.

Lately, I've been thinking of going on a long break. I would like to travel overseas...maybe Ireland, the rainforest or some seaside...I guess I just want to break away from everything and everyone here!

I have been browsing NGO (Non-Govermental Organizations) sites like WWF, UN- related events. I feel like volunteering towards their courses. It will be like killing two birds with a stone. I get to break away and also assuage my interest in contributing to a good course.

But the volunteer expeditions are all oh-so-expensive!!! I've also been swamped with thoughts of finding a job with these NGOs. This is not the first time...It has been a recurring thought for the past few years, in fact!

The forest and the ocean calls to me and I am torn! I am torn because both are out of my radar!

I wish I could find someone who shares my interests and who is willing to partner me into an adventurous travel...somewhere, anywhere!

My dream guy...

I finally figured out my dream guy criteria. To put it simply into one sentence...

"An alpha male who is smart, sensitive and will accept me like an equal!"

Yup...I know some of you are rolling your eyes at that contradictory sentence. I mean... an alpha male who is sensitive? Well, good luck with that!... An alpha male who will accept me like an equal? Like that's ever gonna happen in this male-dominated universe! He's an alpha male for g**'s sake! Nooo wayyyy is he gonna treat you like an equal! To top it off...he has to be smart...

So there...there's no hope for me...

Dreaming of a smart, sensitive alpha male who will be able to accept me as an equal is synonymous to looking for the perfect guy!

And we all know...there's no such thing as the "perfect" guy!

Probability of finding such a guy: 1 in a gazillion...

My lament: Every other male species turn out to be sooooo dissappointing!!!
Perhaps I should lower my expectations on the male species...considerably lower my expectations. (*grins*)

Alas, where is the sizzle and sparks in that???

(Sigh...even I will admit that this particluar blog is nonsensical rambling in the least)

I hereby declare that I was not in a particularly decent mood when writing this blog - blame it on Jayne Annn Krentz - for liberal thinking women who prefer alpha male types!

Hey, what can I say...women are complexed creatures!

Life, Oh life!

Life has been, well, complicated...actually not really so...I must say it has been a G.R.E.A.T improvement from the Black Fortress!

But now I am beginning to feel restless. Maybe I'm one of those people who can't stick to one place for too long? Maybe life has been very monotonous here that I am craving to go back to school? Not a bad idea all things considering...It's only when you have started working that you begin to appreciate your days at University. After all, it is the only time where you HAVE TIME!!!

Gosh, I miss those days!